Tonight I realized that I spend way too much time talking/complaining about things I do/don't want to do. I may not say these things out loud, but they're in my head and in my heart, the part of me that is supposed to be the wellspring of life, not an open grave.
This is not about me.
My life is no longer mine.
Thank God for correction, for discipline, that I can choose wisdom over selfishness and rebelliousness.
It sounds like you're really growing over there! God is always pushing, poking, and prodding the places that need it...He will never let us go astray!
ReplyDeletePraying for continous growth for you. May you never be the same, completely wrecked for God...it's painful, bitter, awful at times...but I'm learning that ultimately it's glorious.
Missing you as always!
PS, embarrassing secret...I'm going to add Mae Sot to my weather app on my ipod so that I can see the temperature of the place you now call home...and stay connected with you in some small way.